Are you still feeling that way? Lost? What's up? Okay, I hope? Is it the job thing? Really hope that works out well for you. When we trade books I still need to give you that what color is your parachute nb, it may work better for you than it has for me, but online job postings are too easy, I've only ever gotten one response from one, for Nokia in Finland, if you really want responses a more substantive effort is usually necessary, like the FedEx trick.