September 28th, 2002

Brian and Anne

(no subject)

shouldn't have sounded
so
desparate, intense
driving
away more than to.

perhaps

should have gone for puppyish enthusiasm
or something
more positive, excited (I am!) to know
she's so close.

but I'm feeling disconnected
and finding that frightening

And she withdraws.
And I don't know what to say.